jñānānandamayaṃ devaṃ nirmala-spaṭikākṛtim ।
ādhāraṃ sarva-vidyānāṃ hayagrīvaṃ upāsmahe ॥
As this is the first time I am publishing my thoughts on open space, I wanted to acknowledge hayagriva as the support of all world knowledge.
Since the begining, I was associated with the image of a child prodigy to the people around me, someone who was good with electronic gadgets. Still to this date, a part of my family sees my ability to work with the computer as a gift of god, something I was born with.
But in reality I am not, because my mother is not a cyborg in disguise. I still deal with imposter syndrome to this date because of there is so much for me to learn regarding technology.
Before I was had no knowledge of such thing as internet,
Maybe I was fond of english(not in literary terms) which made it easier for me to navigate mobile phone’s menu because everything is written in english.
Mobiles using english as the default language made it easier for me to explore more about both english and techology.
Since every function of a mobiles was documented in english, which made it easier for me to diagnose small issues.
Which led to people thinking that I can navigate around any issue a mobile faces.
Cut to now, I am not a child prodigy and i love it here.
Though I am in stress sometimes, I actually like it here.
From playing games in black and white nokia phones to becoming a self-taught programmer,this could sound like epitome. But I am just a mere mortal, and I am seeing myself being pushed into needs and wants by myself. A bit more indulgence day by day.
But for me it is important that i optimize things atleast for my family and give back to the surrounding that crafted me the what i am today and what i will become tomorrow.
Work hard as if there is no god and if you become something, just say god helped me do it.